A double life ...

Okay so I disappeared again for a ridiculous ammount of time ... sorry. Once upon a time I didn't like my life out there, so I coccooned myself in a little virtual world which made me feel safe and secure and warm and fuzzy: on my copious days off I would do nothing but sit in front of a screen and tune in to everyone elses' lives: leave messages, write emails of support, sit in wonderment mostly. Sadly my free days have diminished, so much so I don't even have a chance to use a computer for it's intended purpose (work) much anymore. It really is sad. And it doesn't mean that I like my life out there anymore than I used to, just means I have to deal with it a lot more often.


"Stop the ride, I want to get off!"